April 19, 2013

• The House at Winterthur

  Had a few more pictures from last week. I have been getting over a really bad stomach virus the whole week and have a bit of scattered brain too. So I have been laying low playing sims 3 and building imaginary houses.

  I love BIG old homes and wish I could live in one some day again. My family had a big old home that we lived at in Thunder Bay ON, Canada growing up. I loved that house even though it was haunted. Yes I say Haunted because unless you encounter a spirit, you will never believe, I did.

  I bet this house is super haunted  It doesn’t scare me so much anymore because they really don’t do anything but spook you a bit.

   

  

   

   

  Moi I was loving this…but glad I don’t have a house so big like  this I have to clean.

   

   

   

  

  Some of the grounds surrounding the home.

  

  Ok that end my pictures for that subject.

  I opened another with the whole spirits thing. I don’t mind talking about them. So here I go.

  My other sister, FMM, has actually see spirits in her adulthood too but I have not. I asked God as a child to never let me see them since the voices alone scared me. I am glad I haven’t to this day. I believe God closed my eyes to it and have never seen a form. I have seen shadows looming over me but never an actual apparition. WHEW I am a scaredy cat. Opening up here but I was plagued as a child by a bad spirit and this is why I believe in Christ Jesus.  I prayed for Christ’s protection and He gave it. I felt the warmth of his power in my room at age 8. I heard Him say to me to tell them to GO AWAY! I will never forget the peace of knowing my angel was there making those things go away too. It was a blissful sleep after being tortured every night emotionally for month. I never told my parents until after the ordeal. That is how I was saved.

  I have prayed numerous times for protection and got it.

  One example is when Leif was very sick and ( I though possibly dying) in the hospital, ( he was unable to breath) a presence came to us both to comfort us. Leif said he felt and saw it too and we talked about it together after he got better and out of the hospital. Also I knew his angel was there. I slept fitfully at first but then more peaceful after I saw the Angel in my dream leaning over him in his bed. God told me LEIF was not  going to die in my dream.  I also felt the calm when all was chaos inside my head. I thought I was losing my son at that time ( and my mind .)

  The Doctors didn’t know what was wrong with Leif, why he was so short of breath for hours and why the usual Asthma treatments were not working. His lungs wouldn’t open up. I lost my mother to Asthma and I was going crazy in my head! I prayed in the Name of Jesus for the Doctors to find out what was wrong with him. I have a very strong faith in Jesus, why I am Christian. Eventually Leif came around but only after I found strength to yell at the Doctor to give him a Benadryl. I just had this strong feeling it would work. They refused to listen to me and I had to threaten to take him elsewhere. So they gave in, gave it to him to appease me, and it worked enough to get him oxygen not to pass out. They said we were minutes to going to the ICU having Leif in critical condition.

  Also that same night after the strange treatment worked  the on-call doctor called in an expert Asthma Doctor to assess when they wouldn’t listen to me but found that the Benadryl worked. The DR found another good solution too, a bi-pap machine. The ones they use for sleep apnea. They were sure he had sleep apnea. ( Later tests at the sleep lab said he didn’t) 0_0 I don’t know why to this day that worked since it wasn’t a protocol treatment for asthma attacks. They said he had Acid reflux but later testing showed he didn’t have that too. The forced air in his lungs saved him and they still don’t know why.  Thank God it did! We went to several specialist after the hospital trips and every test came up negative for what they thought was wrong with him. The Hospital on-call doctors were mad at me that night and had come into the room to argue with me but since I stuck to my instincts I had my son’s life. God gave me strength to tell them since up to then I had no clue or reason why I felt this would work. If you know me I am mouse about such things, and would never try and supersede expert advice.

  ANOTHER example is while visiting my in-laws in NY last year, Leif told me he felt something all night at breakfast time. (FYI We never talk about this kind of stuff except that once in the hospital.) I said ME TOO! I felt it watching me and it woke me up. I never saw it, mind you, but I felt it and knew that feeling back from when I was a child. I never thought about it when we slept there before. Honestly it was the last thing on my mind and I had slept there before but never was bothered. They were doing some work to the house and I think we were sleeping in what was the servants quarters. It is a very old house. Leif said it didn’t scare him and I instructed to tell them to just ” leave me alone and let me sleep!” firmly! It worked but now I know that Leif is also very Spiritual in that aspect like me. Now we talk about it more. HONESTLY I though he was a skeptic of spiritual things since I don’t talk much about religion and things of that nature with him. Kind of glad since I don’t feel alone in this. My husband doesn’t believe at all and thinks I am a tad nuts. I am glad my family understands and has This Gift like I do.

  I know I sound bizarre to some but a Native American Indian you grow up knowing about the Spiritual world. It is part of our religious up bringing and it is very real. I do not mess with it!!!! I am not about to mess with it because I saw how others did and got more than they bargained for and didn’t know what to do with that presence in their home. I Would NEVER invite them in! It is a power little understand and should not try to. My warning for today.

  WHEW That was a lot of one posting. Anyway I would love to hear anyone else’s stories on this “Gift” subject.

  Oh BTW Leif still has Asthma but I know he will be fine as long as I know there is a God.

   

   

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