January 6, 2013
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The more I think...
..the less I can dream.
I am tired of feeling I cannot achieve this seemingly impossible dream of mine. I think about it too much and then it gets all negative in my head why it won't work.
I want to open an online store. Yeah simple right? I talk myself out of it every day or I put it off.
So my commitment in my head is bad but I know once I do get a hold I know I will use all my energy to run it successfully.
I just do not know if I can commit all my energy. I get kind obsessive with new projects why I get scared beforehand.
Maybe its just after Christmas blues or negativity from feeling helpless for so long about my life.
The whole immigration thing has me down.
Rambling here....
Comments (10)
Hi sis. Before you give up on thinking, think about the language you use when you speak to yourself. Impossible dream? A dream to be sure, but impossible? Not at all! Will it take time and energy? You bet! But will it take every second of your time and every ounce of your energy and every drop of your devotion? No way, man! You'll still have time for everything that's really important to you, and those things will be the reason and motivation for you to make it work! You can make this incredibly within reach dream your reality, with God's blessing, of course! You can do it!
Sad to hear that the immigration has got you down. I don't know if I missed something since I was not here.
@AOK4WAY - Thank you.
@angys_coco - Yes I still need my certificate of US status from Immigration. It costs $600. We don't have right now so it has to be after our tax return. i feel bad it costs so much.
Just keep at it Judith. Suddenly one day you will say, "what the heck, I am here and I might as well get it done". Have you talked to someone who has done this on line store bit? Some advice from them or a lawyer might get you going. All the best.
Maybe my lotto ticket will be worth something and you will have the bucks for it...I can dream big with you
Just keep at it. I believe in you. You can do it
I am sorry you are still fighting for your papers and wish there was something else I could do except just say I am sorry.
it's good to have dreams though not now, maybe some day ...
all the best for your dreams and the immigration thing ..
I know that I think too much about doing things! I do believe that once I do it I'll realize that it wasn't that hard- it's just doing it that gets me down! I've got so much info about it but I just can't get myself to do it! Anyway, here's hoping that you just go for it!
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